Creating a Fantasy 2

LibeRation ThRough GaY Pride 2009

Under the Street

BacK and Around!

LiFe sure Moves moi ManY miLeS!

YaLL darE not sleeP whiLe mAkinG tHiS beAt..

mE and I's neW and unHeaRd feat-

LisTening thiS many miLEs fr0M under THE sTreET!!

damon john burns
june 2009

Buddhist Thought For The Week.2

The only real failure in life is not to be true to the best one knows. - Buddha

Buddhist Thought For The Week.1

Shan-tao's definition of the "Right Practices. (shogyo) is as follows: 1) to single-mindedly and wholeheartedly read and recite the Meditation Sutra, the Amida Sutra, and the Sutra of Immeasurable Life; 2) to single-mindedly and wholeheartedly contemplate the splendid view of Amida and the landscape in that Land; 3) to single-mindedly and wholeheartedly prostrate oneself before Amida Buddha; 4) to single-mindedly and wholeheartedly utter the name of Amida Buddha; and 5) when giving praises and offerings is in order, to single-mindedly and wholeheartedly praise and make offerings to Amida.

Behead The Drama Queen 2009

It is a good time I write a few words about recent developments in my life.

Last week I competed taxi school. Thanks Flag A Cab Taxi School!!

This week should find me taking the Driver Test with the City and starting my new job as a San Francisco Taxicab Driver.

I'm excited and hopeful this will be a doorway to further stabilizing my life while giving me a good income.

Not that I've not been stable.

I have been.

However, we (Music and I) are still not living anywhere for too long. Three weeks seem to be our limit at anyone place. Currently I'm back with friends in the Bay View. They're stressless and fun to be around. My friends to the extreme!!

Over all my life has reached a peaceful and less dramatic place and I'm feeling great about the future!

I guess great things are possible when one beheads the Drama Queen from they're lives.

Buddhist Thought For The Week

Live your life in happiness, even though those around you lead lives which are unhealthy, and wish to spread their illness to you. Be Happiness itself. - Buddha

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Troy Boy

The last dude I loved turned into a dud.

I'd pretty much given up on love until I had him in my sights.

Now my heart has turned again and should I try love my friend? Two days now with him on my mind while i wonder which road to drive.

He is such a fucking cutie!! While I love his sweet cherry bootie.

This poem is for Troy Boy. Damn he makes my cock hard boil.

Looking hot!!

In his Audi Royal.

Your Sinister Shape

I've always been alone. I was born by myself and thus shall I end this way.

Tonight the fog hangs thick . Everything appears unique and interesting.
This feels like a legendary moment in time.

The pieces of my life fly about my head. Clearly I can see who and what you are not! Good wouldn't be the name I'd give you!
Friends come and go. So do husbands. Time for you to go forever.
YOUR
This is a spell of words. AND I HOPE YOU FINALLY FEEL IT. It's over for you and poof!!
You do not exist to me!

And love can be murdered by hate.
Who wants to go thru that again? Not me!

Once feet that were sure slip on mean curses and evil intent. Time to-
Shake it off and move towards something more normal.

The hills, curves and lights of San Francisco take on a sinister shape.
Just like your actions. Evil even blushes at you.

I'm divorcing myself from his, yours or any Drama that is..
There isn't a chance for you and please trust that whatever we had ..

Is gone.

Future Friends?

Living in San Francisco or any Big City while having a crisis in ones life can show you which friends are reliable and which are not.

I just want to make sure all those friends that have stood by me during this time in a positive fashion know how proud and honored I am to have them as friends. You guys know who you are and again thanks for being there!! Words can not express the gratitude I have that you are in my life! Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!!

To those that haven't called or reached out: Thanks for making your feelings clear! I'm not even going to name names. BUT some of you bitches have been friends of mine for years! I mean come on girls!! You can't even call me back!!! So not cute!! I guess we aren't friends anymore!

Someone recently said to me "Just because you were friends with someone for many years doesn't mean you will continue to be friends with them in future years."

And I think I sadly agree with him.

buddhist Thought For The Week

If you do something good, enjoy it, repeat it, and allow it to become a way of life. (Bad Conduct, v118)

ONE LESS CRAZY HOMO I CHOOSE NOT TO DEAL WITH:GLN

So I read something crazy yet very very funny on a social/sex website today.

THE TEXT FROM MY CRAZY SOON TO BE EX's PROFILE!!

His ramblings proves 2 me that ending all contact FOREVER MORE is the ONLY choice fate could have picked for me!!!

He is truly a coo coo for coco puffs FAGGOT!!

So without further delay..
Here are his impossible notions and a peek into a crazy, fucked and lost soul.

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I've met a great guy to co-create a home & family-life!
Each a stronger man at times, we were equally comfy in jeans, a tux or naked having built a life to truly love - We married.

Hasty emotional choices began a chain of events -
I barely comprehend even in Hindsight!
Can we understand both sides, forgive fears & blunders, be willing to learn & grow stronger?

At home & online, I welcome friend's advice so I may become a better friend.

(Yes, I'd love a Miracle!)
The willingness to forgive, make choices & changes to be friends

Live together again...? I do not know.
SF is our home - It's a small town.
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WHAT A JOKE!!!

GEOFFREY L NEWMAN:
IT'S OVER U SELF DELUSIONAL LOON!!! NEVER EVER WOULD I EVEN TALK TO U OR LOOK AT U. I WOULD RATHER GO STR8 THAN BE WITH HIS CRAZY ASS!!! PLEASE ...IT'S OVER BECAUSE YOU ARE DEAD TO ME GLN. NOW GO BURY YOURSELF AND CLOSE THE COFFIN BECAUSE I HAVE!!! YOU DO NOT EXISTS TO ME!!!!!!! GOOD-BYE FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pics from Drug Study and Other Places

Einstein's Buddhist Thinking

Although Albert Einstein was certainly not a Buddhist, these statements sound much like it:

"A human being is part of a whole, called by us the 'universe', a part limited in time and space.
He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings, as something separate from the rest
- a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness.
This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affectation for a few people near us.
Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circles of compassion
to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty."

"Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one."

-A. Einstein

Further May Photos