The last few days found me feeling great, happy and free!
I've had a chance to hangout with my great friends and through spending time with them I've rediscovered love, peace, friendship, trust, honesty and what it means to be treated with respect and kindness.
Earlier this week I made some strong strides toward getting gainfully employed. Starting next week I'll be taking a 4 day class which should further those strides and then I shall have to take a test to prove I can do what the job requires. Soon I'll be back to Money Making Damon. Not that I've been not making coins these last weeks. Because that wouldn't be the truth. The money has rolled in. Taking care of myself and my dog is going so much better than anyone could have predicted and I've managed to land on my feet. This is always the way it has been.
There is some amazing music that has come across me recently. I have been getting some hot sound shit these days and whoever gets a mixed cd from me will be able to tell where my head is at!! My favorite track at the moment is "Be By Myself." It's hotter than a stolen car and represents everything I stand for right now.
My dog Music and I have rediscovered a bond that grows stronger each day. She goes everywhere I go and she looks better, seems happier and is so affectionate towards me that it makes me want to cry just writing about it.
The last year and a half since I knew my ex (who I shall never mention by name again in this blog) I found myself holding back. Or was I being held back. LOL. Who knows? But I do not care. I feel free and this is an exciting new time in my life.
Last night as I was walking to my friend Steve's house from Muni and I even saw my ex. I know I looked good. My body is changing because I've been taking care myself . He walked right in front of me and it didn't even bother me to see him. He's ugly and I didn't even realize it was him until I was past him. God, did I have crack glasses on when we were together? His cheeks looked hollow and he was dressed so out of style that I had to laugh when I realized who it was.
Last night on my way back to the place that is Me and Music temporary home someone from a window above me was whistling the theme song from the Superman movies. With all I've been put through this song represents how I'm feeling about myself. I must be a Superman. Surviving and thriving during the darkest of times is my personal motto these days. And that makes me a Superman!!
