The last few days have brought about much change and has offered up a chance to start cleaning up around my life in many various ways.
My dishes had been sitting in my sink and drawing flies and making my apartment stink to High Holy Hell.
Apartment one zero four's bathroom, kitchen floor and doing some laundry are also on my to-do list.
I'll be sharing my space with a special friend named Aaron who is flying/visiting in today from Fort Bliss and I want to make sure the place is spotless!
Tomorrow will also find me cleaning up in a vastly different sort of way. I'll be participating in a drug study that will help me stop using Crystal Methamphetamine.
I'm looking forward to the next faze in my life. My eyes are open and I've tired of stumbling through life. This fog I've lived under for the last few years must be lifted. Being sober has become much more important to me these last few weeks. Turning 34 may have sparked all this desire to change but I'm thankful that it has happened.
At last!!
I expect that it will be tough road but I have every confidence that I can do this and turn the corner and make the changes to start living and succeeding again!
Amen!
