Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Guinea Pig

Yesterday was my dosing day over at Saint Luke's.

What that means is that I spent nine hours being observed, asked questions, tested, talking with a Therapist for the second time and getting my first dose of Dextroaphetamine.

Basically put: Yesterday I was nothing more than a 6 foot, brown, guinea pig!

It was a very long day but I feel great about going through this process while looking forward to the future with hope for the first time in a while.

Today is my second day on this new medicine. I wonder how it will effect me?

For now, I guess I feel pretty good!

I'm also wondering if I was given the placebo. I don't want Tina currently but I can't help wonder if that's the effect of the placebo or new drug in my system.

There's no way for me to know yet I do feel different and that must be a good thing!!!

So now, I guess it's time I get my butt moving and handle my building manager duties.

Later!