There's a great deal going on this weekend in Fog City. The Love Parade, San Francisco's annual , internationally known leather and fetish block party known as Folsom Street Fair, Colt's Folsom St. Fair Party, hair styling appointment, visiting friends and various social engagements gives me so much to do with so little time...
Guess I should go and get ready!
Hope your weekend is fun as well!!
Ciao for now!
Saturday, September 29, 2007
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Feeling Good Today
Feeling good today. Not sure there's much more to write after that but here I'll try anyway.
Last night Hero's was amazing!! I'm so glad the show is back on TV and the new season has started. I look forward to the new episodes and I expect to be entertained throughly.
As a matter of fact: I'm off to re-watch last nights premier on NBC.com.
Later y'all!
Last night Hero's was amazing!! I'm so glad the show is back on TV and the new season has started. I look forward to the new episodes and I expect to be entertained throughly.
As a matter of fact: I'm off to re-watch last nights premier on NBC.com.
Later y'all!
Monday, September 24, 2007
Hero's Return
I had an amazing weekend!! I spent little time in my apartment and lots of time with a new friend, Geoffrey. He's a really cool and sweet guy. Good looking, kind, smart, sexy, spiritual and fun are all words that best describe him best. He also has two beautiful and sweet Golden Retrievers named Donna and Howie that I've fallen madly in love with!!!
It was one of the best weekends I've experienced in a great, long while.
My emotions are all over the place this AM because I had very weird dreams last night. It was the first time I had slept alone since Thursday and I did not sleep well. Looks like today has a few naps in store for me!
This last week had me making lots of art. I finished two very different sounding tracks and took a ton of photos. I'll be posting some of the pics later.
TONIGHT: The start of Season Two of Heros!
It was one of the best weekends I've experienced in a great, long while.
My emotions are all over the place this AM because I had very weird dreams last night. It was the first time I had slept alone since Thursday and I did not sleep well. Looks like today has a few naps in store for me!
This last week had me making lots of art. I finished two very different sounding tracks and took a ton of photos. I'll be posting some of the pics later.
TONIGHT: The start of Season Two of Heros!
Monday, September 17, 2007
Days and Nights
The days and nights of Fog City have been very interesting for me of late. I've gone from one tip of this fair place to another and back again! My camera has gotten lots and lots of use this past weekend as have my feet because I've been walking everywhere.
So here are some more Recent Pics because typing all that I've seen and done would take way to long!! Also, I've got to do chores about my building and handle a few personal affairs and pounding out of my thoughts will have to wait until I've a bit more time.
Until then..Enjoy the picture show!
Peace All!
So here are some more Recent Pics because typing all that I've seen and done would take way to long!! Also, I've got to do chores about my building and handle a few personal affairs and pounding out of my thoughts will have to wait until I've a bit more time.
Until then..Enjoy the picture show!
Peace All!
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Buddhist thought for the Week
Everything cognized is just what is called 'mind', And what is called 'mind' is just the cognizing of everything. "The Tenth Man" by Wei Wu Wei
Mental Feng Shui
This is without a doubt one of the nicest good luck forwards I have received. Hope it works for you -- and me!
Lotus Touts: You have 6 minutes
There's some mighty fine advice in these words, even if you're not superstitious. This Lotus Touts has been sent to you for good luck from the Anthony Robbins organization. It has been sent around the world ten times so far.
Do not keep this message.
The Lotus Touts must leave your hands in 6 MINUTES. Otherwise you will get a very unpleasant surprise. This is true, even if you are not superstitious, agnostic, or otherwise faith impaired.
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.
TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.
THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it.
FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye.
SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.
EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.
NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.
TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.
THIRTEEN! .. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?'
FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
FIFTEEN. Say 'bless you' when you hear someone sneeze.
SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.
SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.
EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship..
NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
TWENTY- ONE. Spend some time alone.
Now, here's the FUN part!
Send this to at least 5 people and your life will improve. 1-4 people: Your life will improve slightly.
5-9 people: Your life will improve to your liking.
9-14 people: You will have at least 5 surprises in the next 3 weeks
15 and above: Your life will improve drastically and everything you ever dreamed of will begin to take shape.
A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. Do not keep this message.
Lotus Touts: You have 6 minutes
There's some mighty fine advice in these words, even if you're not superstitious. This Lotus Touts has been sent to you for good luck from the Anthony Robbins organization. It has been sent around the world ten times so far.
Do not keep this message.
The Lotus Touts must leave your hands in 6 MINUTES. Otherwise you will get a very unpleasant surprise. This is true, even if you are not superstitious, agnostic, or otherwise faith impaired.
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.
TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.
THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it.
FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye.
SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.
EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.
NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.
TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.
THIRTEEN! .. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?'
FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
FIFTEEN. Say 'bless you' when you hear someone sneeze.
SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.
SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.
EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship..
NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
TWENTY- ONE. Spend some time alone.
Now, here's the FUN part!
Send this to at least 5 people and your life will improve. 1-4 people: Your life will improve slightly.
5-9 people: Your life will improve to your liking.
9-14 people: You will have at least 5 surprises in the next 3 weeks
15 and above: Your life will improve drastically and everything you ever dreamed of will begin to take shape.
A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. Do not keep this message.
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
Guinea Pig
Yesterday was my dosing day over at Saint Luke's.
What that means is that I spent nine hours being observed, asked questions, tested, talking with a Therapist for the second time and getting my first dose of Dextroaphetamine.
Basically put: Yesterday I was nothing more than a 6 foot, brown, guinea pig!
It was a very long day but I feel great about going through this process while looking forward to the future with hope for the first time in a while.
Today is my second day on this new medicine. I wonder how it will effect me?
For now, I guess I feel pretty good!
I'm also wondering if I was given the placebo. I don't want Tina currently but I can't help wonder if that's the effect of the placebo or new drug in my system.
There's no way for me to know yet I do feel different and that must be a good thing!!!
So now, I guess it's time I get my butt moving and handle my building manager duties.
Later!
What that means is that I spent nine hours being observed, asked questions, tested, talking with a Therapist for the second time and getting my first dose of Dextroaphetamine.
Basically put: Yesterday I was nothing more than a 6 foot, brown, guinea pig!
It was a very long day but I feel great about going through this process while looking forward to the future with hope for the first time in a while.
Today is my second day on this new medicine. I wonder how it will effect me?
For now, I guess I feel pretty good!
I'm also wondering if I was given the placebo. I don't want Tina currently but I can't help wonder if that's the effect of the placebo or new drug in my system.
There's no way for me to know yet I do feel different and that must be a good thing!!!
So now, I guess it's time I get my butt moving and handle my building manager duties.
Later!
Sunday, September 9, 2007
Thursday, September 6, 2007
Sore Bum
I slept restlessly last evening.
Me sore bum was the cause.
Not sure what the day will bring today. I'll go running later this afternoon and work out the kinks and aches back there.
Am I the only gay man who finds it hilarious that we all have to deal with issues over our asses? At least once a year I find my self writing about my ass and I just think that is funny.
Well, except when it's a pain..In the ass.
Me sore bum was the cause.
Not sure what the day will bring today. I'll go running later this afternoon and work out the kinks and aches back there.
Am I the only gay man who finds it hilarious that we all have to deal with issues over our asses? At least once a year I find my self writing about my ass and I just think that is funny.
Well, except when it's a pain..In the ass.
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
Shots In The Ass
Yesterday I got the heads up from a former sex partner that he had contacted Syphilis so today I went down to the City Clinic to get tested.
After waiting for over an hour to be seen by a health worker, I was asked a number of questions about my sex life, cotton swabbed across various parts of my anatomy, poked with needles while blood was taken from my body and finally... Given two penicillin shots in my Gluteus Maximus.
When all that was over I was instructed to wait for the results of my Syphilis test. I paced around nervously for 20 minuets wondering how I would tell the guys I'd had sex with recently that I may have given them a major STD.
Finally, my caseworker Chris called me into a room to tell me I had gone through all that for nothing because I'd tested negative for Syphilis!
What a relief..
But I wished they had waited to give me those two shots in the ass!
Because now, my backside is sore as fuck!
Gotta love it!! Just another day..Here in Fog City!
After waiting for over an hour to be seen by a health worker, I was asked a number of questions about my sex life, cotton swabbed across various parts of my anatomy, poked with needles while blood was taken from my body and finally... Given two penicillin shots in my Gluteus Maximus.
When all that was over I was instructed to wait for the results of my Syphilis test. I paced around nervously for 20 minuets wondering how I would tell the guys I'd had sex with recently that I may have given them a major STD.
Finally, my caseworker Chris called me into a room to tell me I had gone through all that for nothing because I'd tested negative for Syphilis!
What a relief..
But I wished they had waited to give me those two shots in the ass!
Because now, my backside is sore as fuck!
Gotta love it!! Just another day..Here in Fog City!
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
Woke Early
For some reason I'm unable to stay sleep for more than 2-3 hours. It's annoying to say the least because I feel sleepy. But I'm unable to stay asleep for very long.
So now I'm up watching the early news on NBC while waiting for the Today Show to start. Exciting I know. I've been trying to smoke myself back to bed but that does little.
I guess I'll start my day or have I started my day already? I don't know but I sure do not feel rested. Grrrr.
Everyone have a good day! I can already tell I'll be taking a nap later!!
Peace!
So now I'm up watching the early news on NBC while waiting for the Today Show to start. Exciting I know. I've been trying to smoke myself back to bed but that does little.
I guess I'll start my day or have I started my day already? I don't know but I sure do not feel rested. Grrrr.
Everyone have a good day! I can already tell I'll be taking a nap later!!
Peace!
Saturday, September 1, 2007
Past People
It's always very weird running into people from your past.
Th other day while on the way to my bosses house for our weekly dinner, I ran into an ex of mine.
He acted happy to see me and gave me a bright smile although who knows how he truly felt inside. The last time I saw G (as I'll call him here) things hadn't gone all that smoothly.
Well ..To be honest the last couple of times we hung had been arduous.
Greg was a bit pissed at me and had every right. He had caught me in a lie a few weeks prior. The lie was over a website I used to belong to. He gathered correctly that day that I had been actively using the account ...He put that together and accused that I must have cheated on him... When we were supposed to be monogamous!
And he would be right I'm sad to say. I was unfaithful that stupid morning and high on drugs. I wish I could go back and stop myself from being tempted because since I started using again that winter day I hadn't been able to control the Monster until very recently.
The other reason why I wish I could have made different choices that fateful morning have everything to do with Greg! He is the best, smartest, kindest and HOTTEST man I've see in a long while! And boy did Mr. Burns fuck that one up.
Sigh.
So this is my way of Clearing the Karmic Deck. I can't go back because time travel doesn't exsist yet. But you can say your sorry and this is my way of doing that.
So Greg, if you are reading this I hope one day you can forgive me.
Because, I'm truly, truly sorry.
Th other day while on the way to my bosses house for our weekly dinner, I ran into an ex of mine.
He acted happy to see me and gave me a bright smile although who knows how he truly felt inside. The last time I saw G (as I'll call him here) things hadn't gone all that smoothly.
Well ..To be honest the last couple of times we hung had been arduous.
Greg was a bit pissed at me and had every right. He had caught me in a lie a few weeks prior. The lie was over a website I used to belong to. He gathered correctly that day that I had been actively using the account ...He put that together and accused that I must have cheated on him... When we were supposed to be monogamous!
And he would be right I'm sad to say. I was unfaithful that stupid morning and high on drugs. I wish I could go back and stop myself from being tempted because since I started using again that winter day I hadn't been able to control the Monster until very recently.
The other reason why I wish I could have made different choices that fateful morning have everything to do with Greg! He is the best, smartest, kindest and HOTTEST man I've see in a long while! And boy did Mr. Burns fuck that one up.
Sigh.
So this is my way of Clearing the Karmic Deck. I can't go back because time travel doesn't exsist yet. But you can say your sorry and this is my way of doing that.
So Greg, if you are reading this I hope one day you can forgive me.
Because, I'm truly, truly sorry.
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