Things have been so confusing of late that I don't know really where to start this post.
While taking of care of myself, apartment, building, hanging with friends, planning for school, working a few days a week, I've also been taking care of JT.
He's a bit homeless and still getting "settled" into the City...after almost eight months.
Hopefully it happens soon because I'm frustrated with having a boyfriend who sleeps most of the day, escorts, rarely picks up after himself or helps clean the apartment and seems unmotivated in every area of his life. Also, his spiritual side doesn't seem to be getting much attention and him not being a Buddhist or something of the like might become a problem unless I see change in that area of his life.
I'll not deal with a lay about for much longer. There will be a real effort put forth by him or we won't be in a relationship.
My faith in him is a bit shaky at present. I need to know my partner reflects my values and goals.
For now, I wait and see what he will do. He has a bit more time before I end this relationship for the last and final time.
The clock is ticking.
