This post isn't the easiest one for me write but it must be done.
After spending almost three weeks JT, Saturday morning I ended or brief relationship and cohabitation.
The lies, manipulation, double life, wife and child, abusive communication style, selfishness, uncaring attitude towards my emotions and home all became too much to deal with.
Over the last 21 days or so many things were told to me by JT that had no iota truth to them. The more I reached out towards him the further and harder he pulled away from me.
Sex was not used in the right way between us and we were doing more group sex scenes together than having sex together. It seemed more important that only his needs be met because he continued to behave as if he was single.
Many things he did and said made it clear that he wanted all the rights of a relationship with me but not the responsibilities.
After see again the evidence of these facts my temper boiled over and we quarrelled which ended with me demanding he take his things and remove himself from my apartment.
At first it was sad and I wondered if the right choice was being made in telling him to go. Many feelings wed those. Everything from rage, disappointment, sadness, self-doubt too happy he's out of my life and home...
This AM my heart is at ease and happy indifference would be the best way to describe what I'm feeling.
This morning I woke up feeling great and superhero like.
Don't really know if JT and I'll be friends after all this but but I hope JtT has learned a vfew aliblue lessons.
