This is a converstaion with an ex whom I still care deeply for about a dude i had over the last 24 hours.
What a weird life I lead at times!
2:34 PM
sIGH
i just had to kick green eyed homeless boy out
2:35 PM
why?
cuz he was being really really cold and distant
hmm, you think just using?
yes
he wouldnt ..
like umm..
talk to me
he just wanted to watch tv
and got agro when i wanted to speak
2:40 PM
kept telling me to be quite in a very very nasty way
well
i guess that social experiment failed.
really? damn.
that's f-in rude
yea
2:45 PM
im so pissed
he made me get totally agr0
and i was like u gota go
now
i guess you have to watch out for that sort of thing.
it seems like a good many people think they can just hang out for a bit and seem to use to sex for that
i dont mind hangn out
but i have to sense u actually like me as well.
2:50 PM
right. that's what i'm saying, they sort of lure you and then do what they do and then just want to be left alone in someone else's space
yupyup
im going to write about it on my blog
right the fuck now
you still sounds angry
i am
im soo000ooo pised
cuz i suspected it already.
and i feel like a fool
well, it was cool for a bit. you weren't a fool if you suspected it. it just got to the point to where you couldn't handle it anymore
2:55 PM
thats insightful
ye
ur right
sigh
see this is my romantic life in Fog City, great huh?
a homeless boy you fucked is considered your romantic life?
you need to add another category my friend!
ROFOL
yes
ur right again.
suggestions
hint hint
lol
a play group would good
grr
im ova it
right, but that's what that dude would fall into.
there's nothing romantic about a trick
yea
agreed..
sigh
3:00 PM
it's fine damon. i think a lot of people start off in that category and move elsewhere ... at least for gay guys
true..
3:05 PM
i think you shouldn't worry unless you have too many people getting stuck in that category when you want it to go elsewhere
i dont know what i want anymore
ah, well that should be where you start
at present i cant see bath a hot bath and a nap
ellen at 4
then diner later
mr. right will arrive when hes ready
well that sounds like a good start
hehe
thanks babe
i appreciate the sounding board.
3:10 PM
no a problem
what are you mexican?
am i?
"no a problem"
